After I wrote my post last night, I started reading other peoples blogs. I came across someones blog that I went to highschool with that is on the HCG diet and is going to school to be a baker (If I understood the blog right). The whole time I was in awe that she could have enough will power to make chocolate and be on the HCG diet. That takes some serious will power. However, it then forced me to recall that I had 5 unopened boxes of Chocolate Almond Clusters I was saving for Christmas gifts for my dad. I swear, no joke I started shaking. I was starving. And alls I wanted was the freaking chocolate almond clusters! haha Oh my golly sue sally! I stayed laying in bed, thinking about all of the reasons why I should give up. I was telling myself it is impossible to live off of 500 calories...trying to give myself an excuse to eat up the yummy chocolaty goodness of the chocolate almond clusters. So I come downstairs, and start to justify myself to my husband. Thank God he talked me off of the ledge. I told him to throw the stupid chocolate away, which he did...or he hid it-either way I don't want to know where it is! Oh boy! What is wrong with me? After reading everyone elses blog I feel like I'm the only one that felt like they were starving themselves to death the first day haha.
HOWEVER!!!! I am so thankful I made it through the crazy chocolate withdrawl, with out needing to be institionalized because when I weighed myself this morning I had lost 4.1 lbs! Wooooofreakinghooo! So far I am doing better today then I was yesterday. Though its 12:37pm and I haven't eaten yet. Keeping busy has kept my mind off it. I'm going to go get ready to eat my lunch now. Maybe saving the calories for later when my body is used to eating goodies will help.
Only 38 days left...I can do anything for 38 days, right?
Me
YAY!!!!! 4.1 lbs is wonderful!!!! I hope today is easier for you than yesterday was.♥
ReplyDelete